Finding a Girlfriend, Drake Equation Style

So let’s say that I was in the market for finding a significant other. The total candidate pool (C) would then be:
C = Pdc * F * G * A10 * S * Dn * Ra * A
Where:
C = total number of candidates
Pdc = total population of DC metro area
F = ratio of females
G = [...]

Should I feel bad about things?

When something feels this good, w/o causing harm to others, why not just enjoy it?

Through talking to others over the years, I’ve learned that what I think of as my “conscience” is very different from the ordinary person’s conscience. While it is true that I do feel badly about certain things from time to [...]

Carnal Pleasure

Sometimes, she makes me smile. 
We’ll be talking of whatever subject we happen to be on at that moment, and she will make some point of logic that just hits home. Most of the time, I thought of it before she did, but the very fact that she thought of it at all sends shivers down [...]

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I hate.

As copied from Amber’s notebook journal. Written by Amber.
I WANT TO SCREAM! I need someone.

How will we do it?

As copied from a short note circa this date.
Amber: (in Celtic): If we are pregnant… How will we do it?
Eric: (in English): Then the most likely event that will happen is that we will become parents.

Mistake #1

As copied from a calendar, written by Amber in celtic on this date.
B-ham
condom broke…child?

I hope you enjoyed last night.

As copied from a letter addressed to Amber on this date.
Good morming, my love. I hope you enjoyed last night. I know I did. Although I did all the work and you did nothing but enjoy, it felt (to me) as though an incredible force was emanating from you… I felt my entire body become [...]

ASMS

The following is a series of journal entries as downloaded from my TI-92 calculator at the time, where I used to keep a record of my thoughts. Not all of what is written here is specifically from 22 June, 1996, but it is all from a one week period up until that date. Bracketed comments [...]